When our palliative care unit was closed to make room for COVID-19 patients, we were prepared. The virus had made its way to our shores in Singapore by January 23, 2020.
Coronavirus disease 2019: Cases in Singapore
A timeline of the confirmed cases in Singapore.
At the initial stages, Singapore, being the hyperconnected city that it is, was the country with the most confirmed COVID-19 cases outside China.
COVID-19 infections: Singapore emerges as most infected country outside of China.
We are part of a large general hospital of 1800 beds with a 13-bed acute palliative care unit and a busy inpatient referral and outpatient service. We are also situated next to the National Center of Infectious Diseases where most COVID-19 positive or suspected patients were housed. Consequently, clinicians from our palliative care team were deployed to help fight in this nationwide health care crisis.
Our palliative care attending physicians volunteered to go into the COVID-19 wards together with senior physicians from the rest of the hospital to help with the mounting patient numbers. Our chief advance practice nurse was sent to the frontline virus screening center, and we lost another advance practice nurse to the intensive care unit (ICU) where she used to be from. We had to familiarize ourselves with the donning and removing of personal protective equipment; gowns, goggles, and gloves became the byword rather than morphine and fentanyl. We went back to being general internal medicine physicians, infectious disease nurses, and ICU nurses.
Among other things, we lost our palliative care unit. Many of our palliative care nurses in the unit lamented a loss of their identity, their specialized roles, and commented on how they missed taking care of palliative care patients; vacation leave was also sacrificed in the call for solidarity and to help man the ever-expanding COVID-19 wards. Our art and music therapist could no longer come into hospital to work.
There was also the fear of catching the virus while at work and passing it to colleagues. Or worse, bringing it home to family. Although there was strong government and public support for health care workers, the public was still afraid of coming too close to us. Some of us excused ourselves knowingly from family or social gatherings.
Perhaps the isolation was the worst. We could not hold large group meetings anymore, and the usual staple of multidisciplinary rounds and journal clubs, which we took so much for granted, had to be replaced by virtual meetings. Those who were in the dirty wards usually isolated themselves from the rest of the team and often ate alone. So much of palliative care is about the camaraderie of being together as a team, these regular routines of team meeting provided the peer support that invariably strengthens us from burnout and builds resilience.
- Koh M.Y.H.
- Hum A.Y.M.
- Khoo H.S.
Burnout and resilience after a decade in palliative care: what survivors have to teach us. A qualitative study of palliative care clinicians with more than 10 years of experience.
However, it was the patients infected with the COVID-19 virus who suffered the most. They struggled with questions such as How did I get it? and Is this going to get worse or Am I going to the ICU like the other person and even Will I die from this?. These fears and questions are no different from our palliative care patients who suffer and experience these same feelings and emotions. The families suffered along with them. Often anxious, worried, and burdened and because of the no visitor policy in the hospital for this group of patients, they could only contact their loved ones online or on the phone. Many cried in the loneliness of their rooms.
Many of the patients did recover, and this disease certainly does not qualify as a life-limiting illness for many. But the principles of holistic care, which palliative care embodies so well,
WHO definition of palliative care.
still apply. For instance, empowering our clinicians to manage physical symptoms, spending time on the phone (through a stained glass window) to care for their psychological needs, and comforting and encouraging these patients. For those of us who had to move from our usual line of work in palliative care into the frontlines of fighting this epidemic, the echoes of the words of Sheila Cassidy
Sharing the darkness. The spirituality of caring.
rings clear and true—that we in palliative care are here, walking through the darkness with you.
Disclosures and Acknowledgments
This research received no specific funding/grant from any funding agency in the public, commercial, or not-for-profit sectors. The author declares no conflicts of interest.
- Coronavirus disease 2019: Cases in Singapore
A timeline of the confirmed cases in Singapore. ()
COVID-19 infections: Singapore emerges as most infected country outside of China. ()
- Koh M.Y.H.
- Hum A.Y.M.
- Khoo H.S.
Burnout and resilience after a decade in palliative care: what survivors have to teach us. A qualitative study of palliative care clinicians with more than 10 years of experience.J Pain Symptom Manage. 2020; 59: 105-115
WHO definition of palliative care. ()
Sharing the darkness. The spirituality of caring. Orbis Books,
Published online: April 07, 2020
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